sighs

oh well.. criticism will ring in ur head long after it has been said.. sure of course u feel kinda offended. but still, logically thinking.. the main point of criticism is to improve one's self.. take criticism positively.. dont take it negatively.. yes eugene dont take it negatively..

this post is entirely directed to myself..

i know my limitations and my minimal expectations.. for the past term i've been terribly disappointed with myself.. not handing up assignments.. when i say i dont care abt the assignments, to a minimal extent i mean it.. but still if i can get rid of this procrastinating spirit within me, im sure that this will no longer continue.. occasional late work.. always so irresponsible in my actions.. forgetting to do so many things.. how did i get into SC? did i just deprive someone else of his/her place?

this morning i was caught for my hair once again.. long hair.. and obstentatious hairstyle. however the hell u spell that.. i only have myself to blame for not going back to cut when it was long, even after i cut it.. and my hair.. well only myself to blame. what can i say? i admit my mistake.. i'll correct it. at least they do it in a respectful manner and tell me that my hair is ridiculous..

enough about that.. after that came art.. well pretty much a happy period..

but aft that was break.. during break we chionged LA.. oh well managed to get it.. done..very very basic work.. but nonetheless, done.. the best part was that when we picked our position, we got to present last.. and in the end we didnt present at all.. brought back to tmr..

so yeah aft that was history.. ms lim msged me abt some chem make up class to go thru our test papers.. oh well have to arrange that.. and i decided that the relay system is getting very very irritating.. mann i dno why but yesterday when i rcved the relay, i jus didnt relay the msg down.. i guess i was kinda busy looking for a toilet, by e time i came out i forgot? this is what happened la, but its no excuse for forgetting to relay.. was my responsibility and i forgot about it. i apologise.

so now i've made 1E a class forum. please visit it at 1e05.proboards42.com
sign up for an account to post.. and read e posts that i've posted so far..

ok so maybe the geog relay that sarah sent down.. i took it as unimportant info and thus didnt relay it down, i was lazy. and how did i get into SC? hey during my interview i confessed to them that i wasnt the perfect person. that i could certainly get lazy alot of times.. that i may not remember to do small simple things.. different case with a major project though..

anyway, no sarcasm intended, but sarah and wendy, thanks for telling me what u told me.. i mean u girls know what u said ya. and really although i may be abit stunned by the sudden impact of it.. thats why i didnt talk/reply.. but yes after a while of being hurt by criticism i decided to pick myself up and apply all that i've learnt..

"is what they say true? how can i improve myself after realising this?"

i think the most important factor is for the person himself/herself to realise his or her own mistake. confess that he/she is wrong.. and learn. most importantly LEARN.. if one doesnt learn, he'll never improve..

come on eugene buck up. u can do better than this. and till now i havent actually posted the post i wanted to post for a long time.. that post. sigh i'll find time somehow..