it was supposed to be.. today.

it was supposed. to be.. today.

hey people.. if u guys are my close friends u might probably know that im supposed to be buying my electric guitar today? yeah. i guess i didnt update on that did i? yeahs.. there we have it! my real friends wld know how much that means to me. hmmx.. of course.. there's someone above it.. but obviously as my 2nd most loved.. well. ok here goes..

yeah.. yesterday went to katong.. wanted to buy my guitar one day early. today's exam was listening compre anyway.. my mom allowed to buy.. but i had to call my dad to check, so she says. and my dad told me to wait till sat.. "Since u wait so long liao can wait longer abit la hor.. no problem one right?" wrong-o... problem.. big one. i guess he doesnt know how much it means.. well its ok.. at least i get to have it.. but theres.. no spirit anymore.. like.. YES ITS SUPPOSED TO BE TODAY! but then.. the rush is over.. it isnt today.. its saturday.. its called being heart broken. some of u may think.. " this stupid fella is heart broken over a guitar.. stupid shit." as i look in my written diary.. sometimes i really find myself a bit mad over this thing called music. guitars.. drums.. everything in fact.. its in my diary. woots. so far only one has read so far.. how? nvm.. its like. yeahhx.. nvm nvm shant talk abt it.

alright.. yesterday joshua and wk came over after coming back frm katong.. fooled arnd at my house. literally. i was mad and depressed. down and all due to the fact that i had to wait longer for my love. the yamaha pacifica pac112j.. its sunburst btw ;). soso. yeah.. i reached home. and my com. wells.. it was alright so far. until i logged into my windows. it automatically logged out immediately after logging in. i cldnt even view my desktop. so tada. reformat windows. doneth. files all in a mess.. everything. lols. and i tried everything.. wk and josh went off. wk was playing the sims on my desktop.. joshua? pokemon.. lols! and i was trying to fix up my notebook.. and. yeah.. i didnt do it until at night. my com was there.. my HDD untouched. but my files were all like. in my previous acc, and there's no such thing as. login to the old acc? lol. ok nvm.. so i found all my drivers at night. my acer cd had everything yaya. lol... so there. laptop fixed..

today.. listening compre.. dn talk abt it. haha. i dn think i'll do very well. soso.. yeah. aft that i went to.. err. somewhere in tampines. den went to joshua's house.. fooled arnd a while.. den went to simei to go jamming. woots. at least i get to play an electric distortion guitar. overdrive ruless. so there.. wasted quite a lot of time.. trying to play cranberries - zombie. lols.. it went ok.. then when the singing part came in.. we had 2 drummers.. mj was learning.. and joshua teaching. wk and me playing guitar.. whereas there was no bassist at all. i cld do a little bass.. but not too good. im just stuck on my electric. so there. haha. poor wk broke his fingernail! haha.. i played a few guitar alone songs.. blink 182- stay together for the kids.. blink 182- adam's song.. sum 41- the hell song. sounded pretty funny. haha. then.. well.. oh yesh. blink 182- whats my age again.. that was tough.. haha.. errs.. one finger rock.. not much le wor.. dens.. we practiced zombie.. i doing the distortion.. joshua playing most of e drumx... shld be ok by 2 months. LOL. nxt time we go there i bringing my yamaha. lols..

so there. aft that went to eastpoint. mj went off with cheryl.. and wk went to bugis.. me and josh waited for xx.. xx wanted to buy her sister's dinner. so we wait for a while with her lor.. den den.. going off play quite a lot. haha. dumb la.=p =p.. oh yes! at simei mrt.. i saw another fellow bike rendezvous person.. my uncle used to run the shop. quit the business. i bought my azonic evo there wadds. soo there. haha.. din realli talk to the guy. me and josh went home lor. took mrt to.. bedok. saw hakim on e mrt. haha.. yeah.. took 40 with josh home.. walked home..

reaching home sweating and tired.. and i had to see my room. tidied. up.. it.. i cant find anything now.. its all.. "messed up".. so tidy! damnit. so not me.. cant my mom leave my room alone to me? i dont mind being in a pigsty. really. i dont mind my bed not being tidied.. i can do it when i wanna! but.. cant i have a place. .to call my own? i dont feel comfortable in my "new" room.. im going to get oout of this room soon.. yeahs. thats all! i hope to be buying my guitar this sat.. if my father delays.. fuck. den i'll totally not buy it. or rather dun wait for him...

by the way.. my tjc open house is.. tomorrow.. i dont feel like going.. but i have to dont i? there i go.. im going.. sians.. im supposed to be happy that today's the end of exams rite.. but.. well.. it signifies my end of school at temasek sec.. im sad ='(.. im going to miss tms like hell..

lurveee yeww~
2 more days. guitar. guitar. GuiTaR.