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whoas. haha.. i didnt know why my friends and all used to try to play, " Hotel California. " and think that its the greatest. well now i do. i know how it sounds now. whoa.. the solo is way past cool! haha.. shld go listen k.. Eagles - Hotel California.

alrites. enff fr intro paragraph.. haha.. well. did i blog last night? argh well i'll just start on today. wells. ok.. morning had maths paper 1 in school. at first i thought i was totally screwed. i looked at the total amnt of questions and i was. omfg? 1 hr to do this shit? lol. the first question was one on standard form.. man.. it was ok. and to think the paper got easier as it progressed.. not so tough after all. =). and for the first time, i think i'm going to beat weichoy in maths. lalala..

haha. so yeah. whats aft that. oh yeah. i was supposed to go home.. and sleep. u know. the usual. but well. yeah. mj, cheryl. they were going to plaza singapura's yamaha to check out mj's drumsticks. taking into consideration that joshua needed a new pair anyway, i followed them. and got a chance to feel my yamaha pacifica pac112j again.. oh my goodness.. the amp rocked.. 400 bucks and the effects are way fking cool. lols. but i rather an effects padel. =p. yeah man. music clef's pedal goes at.. err.. 88 bucks. haha. way cool.. so buy my pac112j.. padel.. amp's in school. haha. and i have my strap! whee. =p..

alright. so went to yamaha. i almost tried the guitar on a wrong amp worr. the amp not for guitar de. for drums? lol.. dumb siahx.. den the malay dude so inhospitable. luckily the place im playing, the malay dude not there. haha. the guy over where i was playing was quite a nice fella. he asked where i was taking lessons so i told him i dont take lessons. haha. but i guess everyone asks where i take lessons. just too good for them i guess. LOL.. alright. thick skinned me. bleh. bhb laa. loolx. so played a while.. one finger rock was quite nice actually. =p. heavy distortion.. yeah man. haha..

alright. tried the bass. oh yeah. the bass guitars there are. whoa.. big. lol. the normal 4 stringed bass almost same size as a normal electric. but heavier. the 5 stringed ones are big. 6 stringed ones are almost same. but maan. the fretboard is GIGANTIC.. i mean. the width. whoaa.. i guess its cos.. when u pluck the bass? or rather, run it? the strings vibrate like fk la. so it isnt nice when u pluck and the string hits another one is it? =p. anyway, fyi, the 5 stinged basses are tuned : BEADG. the lowest string is a low B. not an E. haha.. and the 6 stringed? tuned like an electric. just one octave lower. EADGBE. tada. so there. ur knowledge. haha..

its so nice! oh well. mj lost his wallet on the bus.. poor fella. joshua borrowed cash from me to buy sticks.. and i told the guy that im buying my pacifica. haha. he asked where, and i told him at roxy. he said: thomas music consultants? so yeah. he knows the guy there. he said the guy was a nice guy. haha.. so. ok.. den we went home.

haha. joshua came over for a while. i took my acoustic out. rather, randford's. and whoaa.. why the strings soo out of tune? must be someone go and ka ciao. sounds totally diff lorx. haha.. ok.. so i tuned. had a lil lunch.. yeah.. den went to room. haha.. joshua went on my com and i played my guitar a while.. wells. ok.. so i remembered that today there was caregroup. joshua went home in the view that my father was coming home soon. haha.. good decision dude. he was a total terrorist at dinner. never praising anyone just scolding like some mental dude.

spent the afternoon talking to steffi.. haha.. and yeah. her stupid phone so zhun no batt. suddenly. lols.. damn. lol. nvm nvm. not going to say anything..

so.. napped. sorry to those who i so dao to k.. im sorry.. i realli cant go on without an afternoon nap anymore. so there we go. sorry all! woke up at.. arnd.. 6.30? went down for dinner. and had to have my dad be a retard.. i mean. he.. ok nvm lets not talk abt that.

aft dinner chatted for a while.. with steffi. haha. ok ok. soso. stupid phone again no batt.. lols. =p =p. ok ok.. den tried to learn a few songs.. like a rose.. hotel california.. hotel california was a toughie. i cant do it. i shant. lols. but like a rose.. i just cant do F#m. i dno why! i cant bar the 2nd fret. maybe its just randford's guitar. haha. everywhere else the guitar. even acoustic. so beautiful. not pain. not tough one. only his one. lols.. =p =p. i want my classical backkk!!

okok.. dad.. and grandpa. whats wrong! i just dont want to eat! come on. gimme a break. i know there's food and fuck. but u dont force food down someone's throat when someone doesnt wanna eat can u?! leave me alone.. i dont wanna eat. bottom line. whats wrong with me not eating. must eat ar? this is supper k. i want to kick the habit of me eating supper. grandpa? u know? the person who's been eating ur chocolate? its me. dad? the instant noodles? all gone rite? all i eat one k. all for supper. i wanna get rid of the habit and here they are forcing me to eat. sianx. ok ok.

so there. nothing much. tmr's dnt paper. who cares. lol. day after.. my listening. chinese. no one bothers. im going to try to buy my guitar tmr if my mom allows.. or dad rather.. so sianx.. damned. nvm.. i wanna get it asap! lol yeah im impatient and all.. =p =p .

so there k. hahas.. err. ok ok. joshua? haha. relax abit k. all of us are moody once in a while. i hope this isnt one of those depression spells that drag for months or years. let it be one night and it's all over ok. same to u xiaxue.. live life to the fullest.. be happy.

valentia. so long nv say ur name le. somehow i agree with the mysterious on ur tagboard. k. i agree with her comments but she could have phrased them in a less offensive tone. ur not the only one suffering out there. dont try to make it sound as if ur the one who's suffering most. even myself at times. i tell myself. when im depressed. :eugene! this isnt urself. snap out of this. ur not to be depressed. there are so many others out there who cry over money. who are on the very verge. 6 feet from the edge. why? they're facing something big. gangsters are after them.. loan sharks.. cant sleep in peace without knowing if the house is going to be burnt down the next morning or not. those parents whose children have turned bad. real bad. they punish themselves. why? cos they think its their fault that the children turn bad. and duhh? ur there tryin to commit suicide over who? im not even sure who the guy is. let me know on comments. those guys who are being chased by loan sharks. even they dont commit suicide. suicide is, i agree, the dumbest way out of this shit. sure, u die. and? sure. the problems are gone. is it worth it? these problems are childish ones. are u sure ur going to die over this stupid shit? not worth it. u havent lived ur life yet. im able to snap out of my depression when im depressed. can u do it? sometimes i wanna linger there for a while. write some crap on my blog. then snap out of it. it doesnt matter how long u take to get out of that dark region. what matters it that u eventually do get out of that dark region, and stay out. can u? heys. joon tat. ur good at this rite. comments? lol.

so yeah. im done. comments?