Faith

Faith the size of a mustard seed can move a mountain.

Anyone can say that. In times of trouble, who can actually stick to that? When in time of trouble.. When your computer has given up on you... How many people can stop cursing, and for one moment just sit there and thank God for the computer which is perfectly healed?

The test of faith comes not when you are perfectly well. It comes when your are in need of help, and are in pain. People tend to ask, "Why has God forsaken me?!" That is the problem. When you do not believe it, uh duhhh it doesn't happen. How can you expect someone to save you from the pain, if you do not believe in that certain person? "Sure won't happen one lah." Of course if you say that, it won't happen.

When I am hungry during my service, or if I suddenly feel giddy and have a headache while serving, I do not go to God in prayer saying - LORD! I SERVE YOU. WHY DO YOU NOT HEAL ME?!?!?!

But instead, I go to Him in prayer. "Thank you God!! I love you so much. Thank you for giving your son up for me! And I give you praise, I thank you God!" And the less you think of the symptoms, the less it will be there. When you let go of your symptoms, you give God the space to come in and take it away. The more you dwell on it, God doesn't have the space to come in to take the pain away. Learn something- Let go, Let God.

I am a Christian, and I am a proud Christian. If there will be people coming to my blog and starts to discriminate/go against my personal relationship with God, let there be these people. My God is satisfied not in what I do, but instead He is satisfied when He knows I let Him have control in my life, over my life. So now, I let go. And I let God handle everything I cannot handle. In fact, I let God handle EVERYTHING. God's work, works. My work, doesn't work.

Hallelujah. Thank you Jesus. (: Headache's gone now. Amen!