apologies!!

Many apologies for the late post.. have been pretty caught up with things.. tired and exhausted after reaching home at 11pm almost everynight for the past week..

haha ok i shall start with e significant events. =)

like say.. TRACK AND FIELD MEET '05.

hahas. the prize presentation was a big and giant surprise. rocks! =)) delta clinched everything la. hahas.. Overall boys, overall girls, overall best house, cheerleading champions!! =))

all this practise for the past month was certainly worth it. =) haha till now i can still feel the tension in the air while we were lining up waiting for our chance to run in and cheer.. haha *delta lets go!*

man it was all for that mere 3 minutes.. first a cheer * hey, hey delta fans lets hear u. in the stands. green silver black and white the dragons, are here to fight!* with a basket toss, then a dance with 2 elevators and one full extension in the back.. then continued dance.. then we did another cheer..
*delta, we are ready to yell, go. *clapclap* go.
blabla.. rdy to yell.. fight...
rdy to yell.. win. win..
show e dragons, pride and yell! go, fight, win, *yell it!* go fight win!*

then our 2nd stunt.. 1,2 down up, dooown up. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7(drops stacey),8,
move left in 6 counts.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7(throw stacey back up),8.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8(full extension on 3 and 4,)
1,2 down pop.

hahas.. so cute la.. then cheer.. *hey ladies!* then the retarded dance.. hahas... shake ur ass! *delta's number 1!* *who's bad.*

then last stunt.. man i cant believe we made it la! lols. it was cool ok. hahas.. the night before that.. i still rmb we were having problems making the stunt go up.. we were frantically trying to get into our positions in time.. and me and lee tat had to align to meet junren and rachelle's shoulder sit.. and then we elevatored stacey.. 1,2 down up, down up.
1,2 3(down), 4(up onto rachelle's shoulder), 5,6,7,8
1(down),2(full extension on e other leg),3,4,5,6,7,8
1,2,3(leg down on 3 and 4)4, 5,6,79grab stacey's leg frm rachelle's shoulder)8,
1,2 down pop.

that was it.. and we got first! hahas.. all e time..trg for it. man it wasnt a joke.. just wish my parents were there to see the whole thing.. hahas it was really cool.. when prize presentation.. madness la. hahas. best boys - delta, cheer until mad. best girls - delta, cheer until mad. champion cheerleaders - delta. we went crazy. then when they accnounced overall best house - delta, we stunned for like 2 seconds. for 2 seconds we were like. so quiet. the entire sports complex went quiet.. haha becos we were so surpsied. then 2 seconds or so after the results were announced, it finally sunk in. and we cheered till we almost died. haha..


best of all was that my dear was there helping me.. pushin me through.. supporting me all e way. i love youu! hahas.. i just wish u knew how much how much how much i love u.. how much i wanna be there to stay by u every single second to be able to provide comfort.. all the time.. hugss.. but.. sadly. i have become someone who can only reason.. to comfort someone is such a hard task... i can only seem to reason.. shucks..

but yes.. i love u all the same.. hugs.. all the time.... i love u.

-everywhere i go, everyone i meet. everytime i try to fall in love. they all wanna know why i'm so broken. why am i so cold, why am i so hard inside. what am i afraid of. i dont even know. this story never had an end. i've been waiting i've been searching.- this just reminds me of myself.. dont care about the later part of the song.. but yes..why am i so hard inside. i dont even know.

maybe one day i will know. who knows? sighs haha. only time will tell..

delta rules.