i shouldnt be blogging now eh..

hahas. i jus came back frm a swim. before that went cycling again. this time went the other way down. went to safra via ECP.. the sandy road is gone. not fun anymore.. now pathway liaos.. haii. memories of the place sia. lols. long long time ago when the bike rendenvous was still around.. sundays to bukit timah.. pulau ubin.. den sometimes saturday go down to the shop.. slack arnd.. hahas.. i rmb desaru. xP

anyways, im going to take a shower later on, then have my lunch, then go to school. appears that music is it band tuning is today yups. so i wanna go over and help mj all out on the setting up. =))..

hmmz.. yups i owe somebody a giant apology. im sorry i posted ur sms on my previous post.. i was being selfish and i wanted attention. i admit to my mistakes. (this is the part where all of u readers point at ur screen and scream *HAHA ATTENTIONS SEEKER!*). but yeah. i guess i just wanted someone to notice.. i dont know why i did it. selfishness maybe. brain dead, didnt consider the consequences.

but in clarification, readers, she's not a bad girl kaes? =) she's great.! im just.. err. i dont know.. in the wrong? i mean she didnt do much wrong. most of it was me i guess. she didnt meet me that day due to a mistake i made the night before la. ><>

but hey.. have any of u wondered before? if someone had good intentions, but in the end, things turned out wrong, who's in the wrong? this maybe a bit hard to understand, lets cite an example.

a man with parkinson's disease helps an old lady on the street carry her heavy plastic bags of fragile glass bottles. not meant to be broken ya. so the man takes pity on the lady, and offers his help. *at this point, all of u should agree that the man means good, he has no evil intention, only wants to help this lady. he's a good man at this point of time.*

then, his parkinson's gets the better of him. spasm and he lets go of the plastic bag. the glass bottles shatter. they mean a lot to the old lady (probably her late husband's gift or something). the old lady screams at the man, yells and stuff. *is the man a bad guy now?* the man apologises but apparantly he cant do anything can he? the glass has been broken. to buy new bottles would be meaningless. *so, conclusion. is the man good or bad? good intentions, but bad consequences? how does this end?*

or maybe the man wants to help (good intention), but doesnt know how to help. he tries to offer his help to someone in need, but he screws things up instead. (now is he good or bad?)

readers, u have read it for urself. tag please! my tagboard sorta has a problem. so just click ONCE okay? =))

dear i miss u.. >< >< >< i really really wanna see u soon. REALLY REALLY.

*this torture, this torment. what is the solution? hang on. hang in there. time is of the essence.*