The Long Day

alright.. today's been a long day. i feel like i've lived this day for a period of.. maybe a few days. lols.

anyways, i sorta got over depression. thought it clear. and sometimes u need to know that there are ppl out there who are much more worse off than you. think about that kid with the speech defect living off his begging's off the street. if u see one of these people, hw much wld u contribute? i doubt 10 dollars wld be possible. 1 dollar? more like it. and how do these people survive? their parents are prolly out of jobs. and well. they're maybe "earning" 200 a month? u kno how hard it is to survive in singapore dont u.. and well. life is hard for them. yet they struggle on day by day. cant u?

i see the end of this tunnel coming near. everyone's edgy. me included. i get provoked easily. lack of sleep? joshua's irky too. weichoy. no diff la. anw, its the exams. the E factor.its all getting on us now.. hard to admit as it is, headaches are all attacking.. there's still that constant buzz in ur head saying " ONE MORE WEEK TILL YOUR FINALS. HAHAHA. UR A DEAD FUCKER!" oh well.

ok anw, today.. nth special. but was veh sleepy in sku. zz.. dno why. haha. denss. aft sku studied with weichoy, joshua and changsong. din feel veri well thruout e entire day. haha. like. got throat block. like got smt stuck there.. anw, we study lor. den i see see. AYE?! is that valerie!? in her hm clothes ar?! lols. den i stand up carn see her liaos. joshua go and see, den actually she wearing dragon. not her home shirt. kela also dere. wellx..=p. fun dae la. walk here walk dere.. funfun here dere.. fed my meimei e mcflurry somemore. she's prolly the onli one who doesnt snatch the spoon away like changsong. LOL! or gobbles the entire thing down. if jacob was there, shucks it'd be gone in a SECOND! lols. anyway, val's real cute, so i think.

wells.. been waiting for germaine's reply. wells. jus reminded her agn.. sigh. when is this chapter of my life going to end? when i finally rcv her reply. also depends on ans ba.. lolx. anyways, yeah. hope she going to reply soon! and i hope she liked the present. its real cute ok... lol.

ehhs. nt going to talk abt egnaro. mj can comment to his death on it for all i care. lol. =p. i nid to zz. and anyway,ARGH ITS THAT VOICE AGAIN! " one more week till ur execution begins. for 2 weeks straight. DIE!" argh. noo. EL p2. i so scared comprehension. today one i got 15/30. i mark too strict? =p. anyway, i wasnt putting my heart into it anw. lol.

note to all depressed souls out there. whoever it may be. i was once a depressed freak too. i never know. my nxt post maybe full of depression and shit. but here's some encouragement. something joon tat told me long ago. well maybe not " long ago " but sometime ago.

when some people tell u nt to be depressed.. think about it. its true. we're all nt saying that u cant be depressed. no downs = no ups. jus keep this in mind and at the end of e road, u'll realise that being depressed just makes u lose out. so much time wasted. think about it. if u use that 15 minutes just sitting there. ur life isnt going to extend 15 mins. those 15 mins were precious ones. same as cash. i try to keep my expenses to a minimum. realise that my dad's been pretty tight recently. money dont come easy. there's only a limit to how much money u can ever earn in ur life. if u use 24 hrs to earn money, and lets say u get 1 dollar per hour. 24 dollars per day, 720 a month, 8, 640 a year. well what do u expect to earn without doing anything? so lets say.. u can only earn this 8640 MAX a yr. every cent u use is going to be taken out of this. u cant earn extra. there's only a limit to how much one can earn in his entire lifetime. put a limit to hw much u can spend. and yes that so goes out to u weichoy! lol.

kkies. nite. sleepy. zz. bb!