hmmx..something's wrong with me.

hey all.. sry for not blogging once again.. now take a little time before sleeping to blog..

haha.. hols.. so far arnd 10 days into the hols le rite. been a hectic 10 days for me and my friends. hope this is over soon. something is affecting my mood and i totally have no idea what. i'm getting pissed off at everything, and everyone, everytime, for every single reason there could be.

this morning i got pissed off at steffi cos she said i went back to sleep when i didnt, pissed off at myself for being pissed off, and for forgetting i had a dental appointment at 3[ i went in the end.]. so yeah, on the way out was pissed off by my maid when she told me to drink lots of water. hey im never getting pissed off becos of that. i went up the bus, pissed off at the kids... well. what were the kids doing? they were being kids. sighss. dentist.. nothing. not pissed off at the dentist, thank goodness. went to the tuition centre, took a look at the sec 3 maths book and decided i shld do some early revision. i dont wanna be like. the last in level over there. lols. got pissed off at the kids there. bloody idiots think the place is their house or smt. got pissed at [uncle] raymond for being raymond. but daniel was nice. my mom.. cant get pissed with her. well actually i did, but i forgot over what. went home, got pissed with my dad. i mean, give everyone a break will ya? i forgot what happened but ohhh was i pissed.

at night, i was pissed for not remembering that tmr had meeting with mr tan. actually i didnt even have any impression that there was a meeting tomorrow. not the slightest notion till mj told me. i shld be grateful, but i got pissed. why? cos i asked steffi to come over tmr morning. my house yes. and i got pissed at steffi for not being able to understand why she cant come over or smt. she's like "den u asking me not to go la? fine.. dun come dun come lorr.. i dun give a damn.. i dun give a damn to anything le." when i asked her to understand, it was like "anything. wadeva u say. i oso cant do anything." how was i supposed to reply? i was frigging pissed at something but i dont know what. is this the medicine's side effect? is this the effect of the germs? man.. im getting pissed. i dunno why i just am. shh. ok. so i'm here to say that i wun be blogging for the nxt few days, probably. and that i'll probably be blogging once again on the 12th or maybe after the 13th and 14th. im still not well, btw. i remember telling myself before that.. everything will be alright once i wake up. when i have problems i just go to sleep. u guys think im nuts, im a pig. i really dont give a fuck. i just sleep when i wanna. when i wake up im all better. now i knoe it doesnt go with germs. when i sleep im coughing, when i wake up im still coughing. fever's gone though. i just hate hate hate the cough. oh well. not everything can be solved by sleeping i guess. psycological problems maybe. but not physical then. goodnight...