scary shit

Haha I swear I'm scaring myself everytime I play my guitar. It's a totally different me, and I don't play to impress, I play to have fun =D.

Must be the influence of new music, or something that broke my fuse within me. I am now more melodious, more loose, more crazy when I play, and I like it. Haha. I'm turning into my own monster; my rock monster is coming out to play I think. Is this what they mean by experience through jamming? Or is this due to the fact that I didn't play guitar for some time and today I just let all that accumulated potential be unleashed?

Whatever it is, I love it. Like pastor said: you don't need to know how the aircon works to enjoy the aircon. Well as long as I didn't unknowingly sell my soul to the devil so that I'll be a killer guitarist, I think I should be doing fine.

But yes, of course more work is due. Listen to more AC/DC, play more Led Zepplin. Worship more Guns N Roses, and one fine day I might just make it big. I hope. Haha. For now, it's just me, my guitar and my room.

It's amazing how I can just jam with myself and be happy about it. Like I play the intro to some song and I simply go into a momentum of soloing. Be it shredding, bending or lots of sliding and control, I LOVE IT.

Eugene.