Tired

I feel guilty.. I don't have the energy to talk to my mum about "THE MATTER". And at those times when I have the energy, I don't have the time, or my mother doesn't have the time.

Yet, something in me is giving me this peace which tells me that I should leave everything in his good judgement. The only person I need to ask is my daddy God. Trust not in human effort, trust not in my own effort, but put all my trust in daddy God and He will never ever fail me. I am seated at his right hand, He has taken it all away. Be it stress or pain, there it goes.

I will leave it in His hands, and will continue praying about it. When the answer comes, it'll flood over me. The peace of God will flood over me. I have had that feeling before, and surely enough the decision that i made the last time was the most appropriate one.

I think I will leave it to God now, time for Eugene to go and sleep.

Nite,
Eugene