Tired, aren't you?

Today's only Monday, and I cannot imagine that I have 4 more days to go through this week..

It's going to be a long week, Monday and I wake up feeling sore all over... At 6.30 i wake up to find out that I fell asleep half way through writing a letter... This I have no right to disclose. Even though it IS the letter that I wrote, it concerns another more sensitive issue that I have no rights to disclose to the public about.

Sigh, I really have no mood to mug. I am doomed. (: No more Eugene Lim in Year 2 of IP. I'm going to retain. I really am afraid. I know I did not really try my best for this year's tests etc. But I really want to do my best from now on. To push myself to my limits.. Just to push myself... Cannot let stress overpower me.. It has never happened before, what happened to me now? Why can't I just do what I used to do all along? Just laugh all the stress off?

Well, certain things make me realise the certain sense of death; that certain sense of being retained. It is extremely scary that I have to even worry about that possibility...

Ahh.. I pray that I'll do well. I will really do my best, push myself to my limits to get good marks for my promos. I think I've been walking around lifelessly these few weeks.. It's the stress.. Not just exams, but everything else too.. Piling up on me at the wrong time.... Man the stress will kill me. So what if I get 6 hours of sleep? Too much stress, I'd still crumble under it- like a cookie.

Night..
eugene- like a cookie.