(: its that time of the year agn

mugging- (: sad case. i never used to mug in temasek sec. what to do? over at ta, its called peer pressure.

haha. sometimes dont u wonder, why are u in this? why are u putting urself thru everything? (: its a thought worthy of my time. so i thought abt it. haha..

anyway, i came to this conclusion. personally, i came here, not because i felt that this programme was beneficial or anything. firstly i came here because it was a once in a lifetime chance, because i didnt want to disappoint my parent's hopes..

TA. Temasek Academy. supposedly the place where the cream of the crop go.. we are adaptable, we are smart, we are talented and gifted. TA- the place u wanna be.

hey. i dont know why but im putting myself thru torture here! its time that i wonder what is my real purpose here.. thinking.. and thinking..

I came here because i didnt want to disappoint my parents.. well.. maybe i came for the wrong reason. but i seem to be in here, and they seem to have accepted me for some certain reasons.. thinking abt it, i dont know why im here!

sure, i found nice, special ppl here.. made nice friends.. but im dying under the workload. i cant handle it! lol. well.. maybe if i had put in more effort.. if i had tried harder.. if i did all my work on time.. well.. this remains to be seen to. i wonder why we're all here.

are we (we as TA students) just here for the sake of boosting the school's ranking? "Yes. TJC offers a 4 year integrated programme which is beneficial to students." and "Yes. TJC has a students council for the TA students- TASC." for the claims that they are offering leadership opportunities. but how much leeway are they allowing us, the TASC, to have?

ok i shld stop there- any further i'll be in breach of the SC law. anything in SC, stays in SC. but yes, ponder- are we here just for the sake of being here? im wondering abt a lot of things.. well. time to go to bed. sorry for the abrupt end- was interrupted by some news. haha.. goodnight people!

eugene`