when ur being ap.. im always here for u no matter how hurt u actually make me.
its not whether i am hurt or not. that doesnt matter a single bit.
its all about whether ur okay in the end or not.
if u are not, i'd get hurt jus to calm u down. listen to u ap at me. blare at me. tell me to go get some other person to talk to. tell me to go away.. i'd still hang on the phone just for u.
and even if ur listening or not. reading someone's blog and my words. the most important ones. the most important words i had to say tonight. were drowned because u were distracted by the blog. even if that happens i'll still hang on the phone.
for shaun today. i am sorry that i was even with u girls that made him come over. alright? i shouldnt have been there in the first place. it was rude of me to join 3 girls who were going out in the first place. what could i do about shaun? tell him in the face that he wasnt wanted? when sar, wendy and u went away.. i told him, "sorry la. my girlfriend doesnt like to hang out with smokers. think u should go home soon if ur friend not coming le." but i think he jus tagged along despite that. and kaypo-ed with us all the way. and yeah he jus hung out with us. and yup. I DUN LOOK LIKE AN AH BENG. pls stop tellin me that i look like a beng etc etc. u ask anyone else. do i look like a beng to u?
its just not nice to be classified as a beng. u think i take it as a compliment? if i did then i would have said THANK YOU when u said i looked like a beng. but i rebutted and said "no i dun look like a beng."
i still love u. no matter how much it hurts. no matter how much pain it causes me. its me and u baby.
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