confusion..

haha ok. im feeling better. but i feel that everything had been swept under e carpet.. i mean they probably would surface once more..


over with it! im gg to talk abt supportiveness today..

haha. i jus wanna say smt here dear. jus nw abt titans thing? yeah. number one i didnt know abt (invitation only) thing..

and yeah.. i just wanted to support whatever decision u made.. why do i always seem at a crossroad? like..

when u first said fuck. i was worried.. then when u said titans. i was even more worried. no. 1 becos ur foot is injured.. and ya.. worried that when u run e injury will come back..

hugs.. and also something. by crossroads, i mean that i dno what ur decision is.. no 1, i dont have my own view on titans. so i adapted urs, at the pt of time which i thot u didnt wanna run.. but i was wrong dear! im sorry.. i din wanna go against ur decision.. i wanted to support u all e way.. since i didnt have a stand, and i thought u din wanna run, i went with that view. cos i thought u didnt like to get injured and getting it all messed up agn.. haha i thought of rugby. u din wanna go trg cos of ur foot and stuff..

hugss and yeah when u said u were shocked i thought it was a negative thing u see. shocked = negative. surprised = positive. =) so i made e assumption that u din like titans becos of all e above.. that u didnt wanna get injured, that u didnt wanna run, that u were angry at e house comm for putting u down without telling u.'

little did i kno how wrong i was.. u wanted to run didnt u? =) hug dear.. i'll support EVERY decision u make. becos im at a loss for decisions here. i dunno what to do. haha. so dear.. if u wanna run, go all out my dearest. i'll be here supporting u in whatever u choose to do. thats my sole duty,besides to love u, to support ur decision.

loving u always, eugene.

sniffles. archu. hee. sneezin fits. 5 times in a row.