Mr Big - To Be With You
jus a few days ago, valentia was discharged.. i never did visit her. some people think this is dumb and all. think im a total bastard.. i'd let them think all they want. i mean.. randford! u get what i mean now? wanna help clarify my name?
its good that u have stopped thinking abt me. i'm totally not worth the time and energy. the only thing i know how to do is play guitar. yesyes. u all are totally right about me.. i'm a loser.. flirt.. blabla. i've done all the insulting to myself. who wants to add on? constructive insults pls.
Creed - One Last Breath
yet i have my side of the story to say. valen? i guess i didnt visit u cos. after randford advised me not to visit. i thought about it. and realised that, "hey. ran makes some sense. maybe i shant." why? some of u may ask. "
eug: yeah.. i'm bringing my guitar
ran: u coming?
eug: if she's nt discharged, im going.
ran: dun lahz. ur oni making things worse. cus she cry in the ward or wat.. den she haf to stay longer. doc say she improving. dun come, i beg u. i know u mean good, and dun follow orders,
eug: lol. people in school call me a meanie u kno. germaine. qiujin.
ran: after she's discharged ok? dun come now. it'll onli make things worse.
sigh. nvm im not blaming ran. i cldve disobeyed his orders and went anyway. but instead i stayed at home. that day the doctor wanted to talk to me.. sighs..
Sum 41 - No Reason.
so? i didnt visit her.. scared that " i make her cry. " den everything my fault again la. an sms wld be worse. ever had that time when u jus stared at a message and stared and stared? feeling all lost and confused? yeah. thats the reason why i didnt msg. she msged me smt. once, and i was staring at the msg. and i was totally in a blank. i couldnt reply to that. the msg is sorta private. abt.. steffi yeah. so there. i didnt reply. and.. ran. u didnt explain to her why i didnt visit did u.. i told u to explain for me.. nevermind. its over now..
Sum 41 - Welcome to Hell
Sum 41 - Pieces
Sum 41 - There's No Solution
Sum 41 - NOOTS
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