eugene feels stupid

unusual for me to be postin at this time but i gotta get some shit off my chest.

alright.. im supposed to go for tuition later on at 1.30.. my chiinese starts at 4. maybe i'll be slackin a while till 4. maybe not.. i havent done the stupid piece of homework yet.. been procrastinating again.. i cant get that habit outta mee..

everytime i try to get my work done, i feel sick. i feel like burning the entire piece of work and then throwing it outta the window. wait. use it as toilet paper first then burn it. at least will see what happens when u burn shit. lol. ok. i cant do the chinese.. i try to concentrate. and as i move on, my confidence level drops. my teachers said: if u dunno the question, skip and move on to the nxt one. when ur done, return to the question. this refers to any subject. i agree. good method. but not a quite good ond against mother tongue. u see, when i skip the questions, i realise i've been skipping around 7/8 of the paper. the only ones that i can actually do, are all multiple choices. cos there's no need to think. every answer's just an A. or B, C or D in fact.

this morning i woke up.. and well i cldnt play my guitar. i was so frustrated at myself. either my fingering was wrong, i pluck wrong strings, or my fingernails interfered with the strings.. are my fingers larger in the morning?! i cant even play whole new world anymore.. got the two verses mixed up suddenly. and gave up.

well. i better be getting on with my tuition work.. its been bothering me. ciao ppl. blogging again tonight i guess.